Unexpected Suicide

Actually I better not telling this. Because it is for sure will hit my dignity (whatever you name it). Yesterday, after finishing the work at Prodi office, I got smashed by the wind. It got worse when I rode a motorcycle in the cold night. Stomachache really knelled me down.But still spare my time to stopped at local groceries. this goddamn stomach made me a center of attention for I blatantly farted. My life ended just like that yesterday. 

Unfortunately, I was not that confident to say so.  

Solitary Isolated

Got woke up this morning and realized the early morning activities had missed again. Started to lock these eyes in grumpiness and disappointment. Then thought of something about lonely came up. Why is one can feel that way? why does the phrase 'feeling lonely in the crowd' is created? what is lonely, by the way ? is it made up of bored? no, it is not. 

Whatever it is, it is the best feeling in the world.

The eyes began to shut and then (mute).

Watching Today

Just got back from the friend's house. Had helped them to cook. Not a complicated one, just made a regular soup. Indonesian regular soup that consisted with many vegetables such as, carrot, cabbage, and peas. The thing that made me hilarious then was, my friend was ran out of water. But, he did not show any move to fill the new one. I shouted to him that we do not have water to drink anymore. But, he still did not move his lazy ass and sit still staring at the monitor. Then I came back to kitchen and started to fill the glass with tap water. Yeah, I hardcorely made the soup using it. Then there it all happened. We just sit and ate and being stupid. Could hear one of them said, "hey, this is not bad!!". Yeah, eat it up, asshole. I told nothing to them and not even touched the dish I 've made. If the next hours one of them get sick, well the tap water had just started the introduction. 

The new semester will be starting next week. Entering the last year of college (time flies madly). Three months holiday had passed splendidly. I found new love. Love here does not always mean the opposite sex. It means love that truly made  happy cause of bursting of laugh and spirit (pret). Well lets just reveal that in this last three weeks, I spent my hours of life watching Running Man. I know, it is lame, it is ketinggalan-jaman, it is kemana-ajeh-lo-empat-taun-lalu?, it is oh-my-plis-here-is-the-new-kpoper-wanabe, well I don't give a damn. I really like watching it, specially the old episodes.

(from left to right: Kim Jong Kook, Yoo Jae Suk, Kwang Soo, Ha Dong Hoon, Ji Suk Jin, Song Ji Hyo, Kang Gae Ri) 

I really barely know this variety show. Yeah, ketinggalan jaman emang. It is just, gue biasanya gak gandrung sama semua hal yang happening. Tapi begitu ada kemauan untuk lihat dan ternyata suka, ya beginilah hasilnya. Tapi gak semua hal yang happening (yang mau gue lihat) bakalan end up dengan kesukaan berlebih gue. Jarang. Tapi untuk acara ini, still being an opium. My favorite members in it are Yoo Jae Suk and the only woman, Song Ji Hyo.  Well, I want to say sorry and thank you for those who have tried to seduce me before to watch it (and ended up a failure). I moved my own hand to open the folder and these eyes can not stop watching them. Let the time alone stop me.

The same hand-movement also happened to the whole Twilight Saga, but it ended up with this kind of facial expression -.-. Have tried The Avangers and Ironman, not working too. People are now babbling about Guardians of Galaxy, I have sense already that I will end up with those Marvel product facial expression. The conclusion is, I do not like 'hero-hero' movie kind of thing, I am sorry!

 I am more enjoying Annie Hall from Woody Allen for holiday. His movies are like kinds of my movie. Try yourself to see Annie Hall, Midnight in Paris, The Scoop, To Rome with Love, and Fading Gigolo. Could be said, I love Woody Allen. He is satirical and have wild imagination. Also, just like Murakami, Allen knows how to make something memorable by adding some particular songs. Billy Holiday to Luciano Pavarotti, well done, Allen!

I actually want to declare that I will fill this box everyday. But, I am tired hearing myself bragging that way. So then, lets just hope I wont miss the box for months like I did before. Black Socks really wants to be useful to another human.